it used to be

it used to be

when i thought of you

i smiled,

BIG.

 

words i used to describe you:

fun,

brilliant,

patient,

thoughtful,

insightful,

kind,

witty,

comfortable.

 

just the right fit,

[you were]

like a favorite pair of jeans.

 

now everything has changed.

 

when i think of you,

no smile at all.

 

words i use to describe you:

closed,

cold,

idealistic and narcissistic to a fault.

 

 

afraid of being vulnerable–

afraid of life, three parts dead.

[you are]

a pair of jeans

with holes in all the wrong places,

not worth patching.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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